Plan of Action for mornings now that wife leaves early for work
1. Write that book
2. Read up on Comparative Mythology and Early Church History
3. Prepare write-up on Language and Media for PhD application to Columbia
4. Take MA in Public Administration
Reality
1. Sweep hall and bedroom (everyday)
2. Sweep guest bedroom (alternate days)
3. Mop house (every 3 days)
4. Heat breakfast
5. Eat breakfast
6. Heat lunch
7. Eat lunch
8. Sleep
9. Go to office and write blog on what a pathetic loser I am
Rantings & Ravings
Moi..
- Machiavelli
- Hmmm...me..big question..phenomenologically am just a figment of your perverted imagination..poststructurally am just a bunch of contradictions..postmodernistically who cares anyway..psychoanalytically stuck in the anal phase and biblicall condemned to the eternal hell fire.. i think that should give you a general idea..quite a nice guy actually
5 comments:
Hang in there dude! This too shall pass ;)
@ashwadhy: Famous last words!!
Wifey do feel bad about it. But then its ultimately money that matters. Isnt it?
I heard from many sources that this is a very very emotional time, especially for females... great!...I feel like my hormones are agitated, I can't explain it... then that turns into anger, and I want to yell, (ha) yell at people, say things like, " Omigod do you have any clue how people are suffering right now?!!" Or, "this is so trivial, these things, these stupid little things, can I please leave now, can I go, and not suffer soo much,,, and just live in another country, can I, Please!?" No, no you can't, you are an American you will hafto pay top dolla for education in another country...so you're telling me this comes down to $$$the benjies, again/!"? You mean my hippie light power won't blast me there, and here and wherever... no God no! ah, acceptance... no no I won't go, inner battle constantly with this worldly confinement.. help
FIRST OF ALL, DO PEOPLE HAVE ANY IDEA WHERE ARE SOULS ARE IN THERE EVOLUTION, DO THEY HAVE ANY CLUE OF THE IMPORTANCE AND RESPONSIBILITY WE ALL HAVE OF JUST BEING ALIVE RIGHT NOW... HOW LUCKY ... AHHA OR UNLUCKY WE ARE... THERE IS SO MUCH SUFFERING, SO MUCH.. It makes me so sad how shut off many in this country have been to the sufferings going on... ---but we must dig, and grind and grind; everyone is so grinded there fucking out of there grinded minds and bodies! Like ghosts, zombies...
----oh, free acres of goodness!
Sometimes I get so bogged down by the state of everything I just want to go... and be with God, and be out of this body so bogged and tired... to be lifted out and never to return...
like the man said, keeeep going, with nicotene and caffeine and alcohal and marijuana and anti depressants and anti biotics and pro-biotics and sexxx and movies and fresh aired walks....and small little glimpses of hope and sustenance for the soul... these poor tired souls...
I loved your Age 25 blog from last year, Thank you!!!
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